Pieces of Life
Your empire of Stories
Your heart is made of veins and all those veins I see as roads that go through your heart and sometimes you walk on them with no way of anything ahead, so you keep switching lanes until you find the right path and even that, gets messed up, so you might be switching lanes in your heart all your life.
It’s Part of the Stories you write.
You walk on your roads of no making sense moments with no way ahead of you, as you need to find that way for yourself and the Melody that comes from you whilst you walking on the edge of life looking for that Little spark of Hope.
Each road you walk on is a journey you take through your life and those very roads are the connection to your unknown journey through life. There is no answer to life, as life is unpredictable, if you knew what was always next or for a fact predict the future then the world would be a boring and expressionless place and we all would not learn about ourselves and grow into the person we want to become.
Mistakes you do are a message being sent to you. The lessons you have from it become part of your definition of yourself.
The Roads also connect you to people you either meet for a short time or have known for a lifetime and it either is a short path or the longest little path of your connection to that person. You can always walk on that silver lining to the other person. Some roads cannot be crushed, yet others do and that is called a short connection versus the other is a lifetime connection that can’t be completely broken, as the roads will always somehow rejoin again over the age of time, like the roots of a tree.
If the attentions are pure, nothing will be lost, you might just walk on a bumpy and slightly broken road, but you go through that pain for the hope of peace and if there is no passion for purity then the connection is not worth fighting for and the road remains a ruin for life and the other becomes a milestone of life.
If things fall apart or just feel like you are being crashed, you need to break the pieces and need to reconnect them and they don’t always have to match or fit. If they get lost you can create new ones and make them your own and add them to the colourful mosaic of your pieces of life.
The Roads in your heart are endless and sometimes you need to switch lanes and walk on a new road when the other one you were on is blocked by stones that mess up your life, there is no conclusion to life and its roads, just a desire of Hope on different levels of your journey through an unpredictable and unknown life.
It may look messy, but it’s life and let me tell you, my dear readers:
“I am a mess but that’s just me, I like, or no, I love who I am, even in my broken pieces — I am trying to figure them out and I kinda love that — walking on my unknown roads through my heart and switching lanes and fixing my pieces into a beautifully unique way of myself and it all takes place in the chamber in my heart.
I love that I do not know what’s next and am scared of the next steps, yet always being me in the process. Fear can be good as it pushes you, yet be careful of it as it can also overrun you.
I rather lose myself and build on my empire in the chamber of my heart instead of losing myself in something else or someone else and building up an illusional empire in their chamber that can be crashed and ruin you. I always choose to be lost in myself rather than somewhere else and be ruined and broken in the dust of the shadow of myself and rebuild myself in the light of my desired Hope. I won’t give anyone the power to trigger me and with that the person I was once to be.
Do not take yourself down to please others, as you keep having to rebuild your empire in your heart, which all of your roads lead to. Choose to keep your empire up this time and not have it crash down again and again, take whatever is crashing you and not take yourself out, take back your power and keep it within the lanes of your roads, encircled by you and build up a fort.
The empire of life is a beautiful way to see all the stories of your life lodged into the ruins of your Castle and each piece you rebuild is a story to be told no matter how messy it might be. The brokenness and the messiness of your empire is the one thing that makes it so unique and beautiful and one day, no one, not even yourself can crash you, as you are unbeatable.
„The route of your unknown life through the roads of your heart might just be the little Wonders of you, yet to take apart and rebuilt on to your empire as a Story from your past and create a melody that will forever last.”